Have You Ever...?

Have you ever wanted something so much that you can feel it deep down in your bones? You dream about it both day and night...you execute the plan in your mind play by play in many different ways...you hope and you wish that your minute, aspiring bud that began as a mere thought would blossom into the most beautiful and exotic of orchids. You trust and believe that the stars in one million galaxies would cooperatively align. You feverishly pray that your little private fantasy would manifest itself in reality...

Have you ever needed something so badly...I mean long for it over and over...yearned for it...been a fiend for it...ached for it until your body, mind, and soul are in a state of paralysis? It's the air that is critical for breathing, the food that is purposed for nourishment, and the water that is intended to quench the thirst of an army. Do you understand...I'm talking about NEEDING something as it is the fundamental piece--the epitome of essential for your vitality?

Have you ever had something so good that you wished it would never end? I mean so much to the point where you thoroughly savored the "flavor" of every little morsel...you let the taste, the aroma, the and the texture, permeate every ounce of your being. It appeals to all senses and overwhelms you physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually...It rushes through your veins with the fire of the earth's core followed by the most frigid of waters that registers 273.15 on the Kelvin scale. This is the ultimate high that liberates you beyond belief. Like, you passed Cloud 9 an Eon ago. I'm talking about euphoria here...I'm talking about somewhere over the rainbow type shit here.........total bliss.

Now can you take that ALL in? Can you? If so can you all please tell me what I'm going through right now...right this VERY moment...