Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Temptation

So they say that "those who flee temptation usually leave a forwarding address." Is that true? I mean I am going to keep it real...I'm not perfect...hell, nobody is! And quite frankly, there are a couple...okay maybe a few...oh shit, okay maybe several...things that I've done in the past 6 months that I am not necessarily proud of. The only problem is that they didn't seem so bad at the time, and the more I realize that I shouldn't engage in such acts again, the more I want to. I am actually quite disappointed in myself, because I usally have much more will power and constraint in tow! Sigh.

Anyways, in order to combat these urges, I have tried to create diversions for myself. The only problem is they are only temporary fixes...band-aid solutions, if you will. I need something more permanent. I truly fear that the burning desire will remain until I am a bit more creative and inventive enough to douse the flame for good. Damn...is there a 12-Step program out there for me? Help a sistah out here!

How is your week going so far? Smile! It's Hump-Day!

6 comments:

Pamela said...

Aw, don't we get juicy stories?
Um, not sure. Except for therapy, exercise, or God.

Tera said...

Pamela~Never you fret...I think a juicy story is coming...REAL soon! ;-)

Churlita said...

Hey, if it's between two consenting adults, is there really a problem?

Tera said...

Churlita~My sentiments EXACTLY! Sigh

Beautifully.Conjured.Up said...

OMG, this post read my mind! I'm being tempted by something that I know is wrong...however, I want it very badly...damn!

Tera said...

BCU~Girl I am on the verge of giving in and trying to stay strong...you should too...but check back with me in a week! LOL!